I love Brian Boucher with all of my heart.
I'm a 22 year old girl just living life. God is my saviour and the reason.
Constant fear that the last text you sent me was your last one to me, fear that you’re just going to say “lets just end this” randomly, when I’m not even expecting it. It’s the worst feeling of life. You don’t understand how many times I wanna just end this because I’m afraid that staying with you will hurt more later on, but then how can I let you go Clay? I love you so much, I love you more than life itself.. If I let you go I would never forgive myself. I’m taking a risk and I know I can get hurt but I love you too much to let you go. I’m hanging on by a thread.